It felt the Michael Myers Bulldog What Knife Blood Halloween Shirt and I love this opposite of vulnerable, it felt empowering until it became this structure, and so yes, I felt vulnerable that way. But ultimately I didn’t, because I knew there was an editing process. But then after it was edited there were so many things that were revealing about myself, [and] I thought, “You have to keep these in because otherwise then it’s like sickening. You’re making this thing about yourself and you want it to glorify you? Fuck, no. Absolutely not. That’s just disgusting. And so I couldn’t take any of it out.”
It’s funny, I had to bend over backwards to take myself out of the Michael Myers Bulldog What Knife Blood Halloween Shirt and I love this movie. I was in the movie a lot, in the footage a lot, and I didn’t want to be, so I’m mostly not in the film. I think I’m more kind of just like this pervy guy who’s looking into a world that he feels he doesn’t really belong in and wishes [he did]. I think I’ve always felt like an outsider, and I think that’s part of the key to the film. I don’t have that genius, or that madness that those people do, nor the artistic temperament, which I think is so crucial.