It felt the Dog What Knife Blood Moon Halloween Shirt Apart from…,I will love this opposite of vulnerable, it felt empowering until it became this structure, and so yes, I felt vulnerable that way. But ultimately I didn’t, because I knew there was an editing process. But then after it was edited there were so many things that were revealing about myself, [and] I thought, “You have to keep these in because otherwise then it’s like sickening. You’re making this thing about yourself and you want it to glorify you? Fuck, no. Absolutely not. That’s just disgusting. And so I couldn’t take any of it out.”
Especially when [the Dog What Knife Blood Moon Halloween Shirt Apart from…,I will love this filming] was in my studio I just had fun. You know, that scene with Amber [Valletta] where I’m sort of up her skirt doing that fitting of the straps under her bodysuit? I mean, that was fun, and yet there was a huge crew.… A lot was going on, but it didn’t bother me because it was just like the circus, which was the original idea.